I am against myself.

How pathetic. I should just shut my mouth and die in shame now.

Police and Thief in the streets.

I am so depressed. I resorted to writing in you as I had ranted much on my tumblr.

My sister flew off to KL today with my parents. She's going back to Ireland on the 16th, so that is the reason why I am so lonely. I can't help it. My social life is pretty much lifeless since nobody is actually participating in it. I don't really like socializing nowadays except with my closest peers of course, but you know what? I don't live with my friends so, yeah. I just had to face loneliness alone.

I have suicidal thoughts. All the time. Because of certain things that happened in my life. It's pretty private but I know, I already sounded crazy enough anyway.

So what the fuck.

Everything written on the wall of my room.

tired of cleaning up. after everybody's shits

  tired of being mocked, ridiculed & condemned

fat since you were a child

BAD ADVICE MADE YA LOSE WHAT YA GOT, BRAVO!!
 

everybody will be happy if you were fat & ugly once again

Why talk big when you're just a minor someone? 

U R A DIPSHIT BIATCH

dumbo shit              Somebody in da house is St Jimmy!

        

MOCKED FOR EATING THANK YOU VERY MUCH, LOVE YOU TOO.

litter as much as you can & most importantly, never clean it up.

YOU JUST DESTROYED ME

I know it all sounds pretty depressing but that's what you get when you got cool parents and the freedom of expression.