I am so depressed. I resorted to writing in you as I had ranted much on my tumblr.
My sister flew off to KL today with my parents. She's going back to Ireland on the 16th, so that is the reason why I am so lonely. I can't help it. My social life is pretty much lifeless since nobody is actually participating in it. I don't really like socializing nowadays except with my closest peers of course, but you know what? I don't live with my friends so, yeah. I just had to face loneliness alone.
I have suicidal thoughts. All the time. Because of certain things that happened in my life. It's pretty private but I know, I already sounded crazy enough anyway.
So what the fuck.
