My spm result was somewhat crappy for me, but no regrets tho. I wasn't trying hard enough. To pursue dentistry, I have no choice but to do extremely well for pre U. In God's will, I will.
I've decided to go for matriculation. & of course Sabahans & Sarawakians would be sent to LMC, the Labuan Matriculation College. Sure I've heard the grumblings & complaints about the condition there.
To be honest, I just can't wait to get away from the people I know & meet new people. & just study. I'm sure it'll be hard for me to adjust myself there but I can't surrender without putting up a fight. I can't lose to mere setbacks....
Deep down, I am worried of how it will be like there. I was never far away from my parents.. I never really had to face any hardships on my own. Never even washed clothes w my own bare hands. Will I survive? (Lol how dramatic)
But it's true tho, I'm bloody scared to be on my own. I have to constantly remind myself not to give up & just look forward, & work my ass off to achieve my goals. LMC is where I would either make it. Or break it.
It's do, or die.
