A V LATE HNY & HCNY

"Hello there, the angel from my nightmare"

First of all, I would like to congratulate all of ya'll who survived 2011. Really, a big round of applause to everyone, and yes, you guys are very strong people I must say.

I've been abandoning this blogspot for God knows how long (too lazy to count) but yes, I am back again! Always being late at updating things. It's just that I have nothing to write about.... Cause life is pretty boring lately. But but but it's now Chinese New Year so I was thinking to myself, why not write something? And so here I am.

*15 minutes later*

Uhh... clueless. Maybe I should just write about my new resolutions for this year. Wait not really. Not that new at all. Perhaps a bit dusty, had pretty much this very same resolutions last year.

1) Reduce uses of profanity and foul languages in daily life 

2) Be kind to others

3) Work harder to achieve new goals

4) Talk less, listen more

5) Strengthen my faith in God

6) Maintain great camaraderie with families and friends

7) Be more forgiving

8) Put priorities above all unnecessary things

9) Put myself first *

10) Change for the better

It was not put in any particular order so please don't have opinions on me. 

Let's see how I can make all of this work this year.

Moaning.

Exactly how productive was I for the past few weeks?

VERY.

Oh shush I really hate lying. Oh well. Maybe 50% productive? Or was it 35%?

Time flies, surprisingly, very slowly for this past few weeks. I guess it was all due to the fact that I have pretty much NOTHING to do. Tried to kill time by breathing ........guess it didn't work that well huh? Ended up that I was literally murdered and drowned by all of the free time that I have.

And so while I was busy breathing, I couldn't help but have myself lost in my own thoughts about life ahead. And everything. I have so much to worry about and I am only 17 years old. 

I even thought about boys. LOL I was just really bored I guess. But honestly, I'm merely human. I do get lonely at times. Nevertheless, I am still glad that I have my life all to myself. I do wonder how my future partner would be like. Wait, let's be more dramatic, how would my SOULMATE  be like? This, a question left unanswered everytime, at the end of the day.

But but but but, there's only one thing that I would like my Mr Right to love about me - my laugh. He must. HE REALLY MUST. Because personally, I think my laughter is super annoying but I can't help it, the world is just such a funny place and I really just had to laugh out loud. And and and another one, I want him to be humble and responsible! A must have qualities.

Hey, I certainly am not choosy, okay? It's all basic. A frickin base in order for a marriage to work. Well, at least, that's what I think. Wait no, don't listen to me, I am no good at marriages! No experience whatsoever!

Well then, surprise surprise, this beautiful lady here isn't married *eyebrows eyebrows* ;)

Hyped

I actually finished high school. Can you believe it?

So here I am, a lady with all of the free time in the world!

I should spend my free time wisely and as productive as possible. I'm thinking about volunteering at orphanages and homes. I am up for it! I can't wait to read as many books as I want, have fun and laugh as much as I want with my friends, watch movies every night and just fuck my sleeping routines all over again! 

And you know what? I can already smell the scent of freshly approved driver's licence ;)