Past

It hurts to know that I'm nowhere near special

Tears of pain

& still, this does not make you proud of me. Deep down, you will never be proud of me.

Friends Forever

Cliché, yes?

That's what I used to tell my bestfriends all the time... & as time goes by, the more distance tore us apart, & our friendship would start to fade away..

When I think about it now, I wish I had prevented it from happening.

Screw the past. Because right now is all that matters!

Nur Syahrizan, Nurasilah & Nurhidayah, you are my stars!

Almost June

Hello there.

It has been awhile since I last updated. I feel like I kept apologizing time and again for the lack of update and I know it is getting pretty annoying. Nobody reads my blog anyway so I don't feel that guilty.

Writing on this blog tonight has been a spontaneous decision. Of course when things are done spontaneously, people get lost for words and have nothing to write about. A lot of things had happened and I have no idea where to start.

My degree is coming to an end soon, in God's will of course. Finals start somewhere in June and June is coming soon - soon as in about 30 minutes from now.

I keep telling myself, who would've thought, yknow? 

I say that a lot but it is true. Who would've thought that I'd end up with a degree in Biology. Something that I never ever EVER would thought that I would do, 

Another shocker: I actually applied for a Master's degree program which will be starting this September. Yup. And that's about 4 months from now?

How time flies. Seriously. Sometimes things get so overwhelming and.... you just feel like blacking out for a while. Leaving the reality so that you could rest, take a deep breath and just... take it easy. And updating my blog is a deliberate gesture to put off more of my work that needs to be done but I really am feeling kinda off lately. 

Yep. Changed that about me too.

Till next post!