Moaning.

Exactly how productive was I for the past few weeks?

VERY.

Oh shush I really hate lying. Oh well. Maybe 50% productive? Or was it 35%?

Time flies, surprisingly, very slowly for this past few weeks. I guess it was all due to the fact that I have pretty much NOTHING to do. Tried to kill time by breathing ........guess it didn't work that well huh? Ended up that I was literally murdered and drowned by all of the free time that I have.

And so while I was busy breathing, I couldn't help but have myself lost in my own thoughts about life ahead. And everything. I have so much to worry about and I am only 17 years old. 

I even thought about boys. LOL I was just really bored I guess. But honestly, I'm merely human. I do get lonely at times. Nevertheless, I am still glad that I have my life all to myself. I do wonder how my future partner would be like. Wait, let's be more dramatic, how would my SOULMATE  be like? This, a question left unanswered everytime, at the end of the day.

But but but but, there's only one thing that I would like my Mr Right to love about me - my laugh. He must. HE REALLY MUST. Because personally, I think my laughter is super annoying but I can't help it, the world is just such a funny place and I really just had to laugh out loud. And and and another one, I want him to be humble and responsible! A must have qualities.

Hey, I certainly am not choosy, okay? It's all basic. A frickin base in order for a marriage to work. Well, at least, that's what I think. Wait no, don't listen to me, I am no good at marriages! No experience whatsoever!

Well then, surprise surprise, this beautiful lady here isn't married *eyebrows eyebrows* ;)

Hyped

I actually finished high school. Can you believe it?

So here I am, a lady with all of the free time in the world!

I should spend my free time wisely and as productive as possible. I'm thinking about volunteering at orphanages and homes. I am up for it! I can't wait to read as many books as I want, have fun and laugh as much as I want with my friends, watch movies every night and just fuck my sleeping routines all over again! 

And you know what? I can already smell the scent of freshly approved driver's licence ;)